Closer to Fine
Lately, shits been going on. I hate to be that person that says, “yeah, sorry, things have been really crazy lately…”, but that’s exactly the case here. I don’t have the emotional or mental space for a lot of things (which has included blogging, sorry). So, to catch you up on the places I’ve been (in a nut shell) here’s what I’ve been doing lately:
Looking for a new job. My company is being sold (surprise! no one knew!), and my position will be up in the air. The new owner could need me, or not. In the last three weeks I’ve procured an employment lawyer, a snazzy resume, and my confidence. I should land softly. However - no one knows when the sale will close. This is really frustrating to therefore know when I could start a job, or how many more ads to run, or x,y,z. It’s like planning for your death - you really can’t.
Going to many doctors/handing over $20 dollar bills. (see above). Physician, podiatrist, dermatologist, “girl” doctor, neurologist and psychologist. I might even visit my old oncologist just for kicks. For the last two years I’ve paid for a super fancy PPO and I’ve never taken the time to utilize it. Nothing really is wrong, (except for the migraines) but I’m checking things off the list while it only costs me only a Jackson per visit.
Purging. Possessions, phone numbers, pictures, clothes, issues… I know I’ve mentioned a few previous occasions of purging items. Yes, yes I am seeking order in an out-of-order time, and it feels good. I am no where near being a minimalist, but I am ridiculously organized and pared down.
Namaste-ing & sweating. I’ve plunged back into the Yoga/gym routine in an attempt to prepare physically for mentally challenging times. Also, from August 1-8th I’ll be in Nantucket in a swimsuit on the beach. Every girl understands the pre-vaca-diet-tay.
